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Love like you have never been hurt.
Dance like no one's watching.
Sing like nobody's listening.
Work like you don't need money.
Live like you are on Heaven on Earth.

The Lady


Once upon a time I used to think that I'm a princess
And that I was able to have anything I ever wanted.
I have alot of dreams about how life and love should be.
About how I would meet my prince charming one day.
About the happily ever after life I would lead.
I have alot of hopes, wants and secret wishes.
Which I know now that might would never materalise.
Because this is just the way things are.
Because regardless of how often I dream about it at night when I sleep, I realise that I'm not your princess.
And that this is not a fairytale.

Affections

..Walks on Beaches..
..Reading..
..Jigsaw Puzzles..
..Watching Movies..
..Me to You bears..
..Music and Concerts..
..Receiving Flowers..
..Shopping..
..Butterflies..
..Rainbows..
..Swimming..
..Starry Starry Nights..
..Harry Potter..
..Taking Pictures..
..Surprises..
..Ice Cream..
..Pubbing Nights..
..Furry Animals..
..Clay Aiken..
..Blogging..
..Sunsets..
..Ice Skating..

By My Side

Alston Di
Benji
Elise
Glenn
Juan
Lina
Matthew
Pet society
Piyo
Zhang Xian

Princess Stories

> Take it back Tuesday
> This is it
> Tu Lan Thursday
> Whats up with that Wednesday
> The past weekend 8 -9 Nov
> Thunderstorm Thursday
> Terrific Tuesday
> Moody Monday
> Slacking Sunday
> Detoxing again

Treasure Trove

> July 2007
> August 2007
> September 2007
> October 2007
> November 2007
> December 2007
> January 2008
> February 2008
> July 2008
> August 2008
> January 2009
> February 2009
> March 2009
> April 2009
> September 2009
> October 2009
> November 2009

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Take it back Tuesday
Thursday, November 12, 2009

I noticed that recently my post titles have nice names. Hahaha

Learnt that from the Muttons to midnight show on 987fm. Damn funny!! This is a backdate entry cos today is obviously not Tuesday. Just that I happen to not eat lunch today, cos I had breakfast (which was a damn good idea cos it's pouring heavily outside now) and yeah, catch up on the blogs that I'm supposed to post. Like my Batam trip is still not even written! Tsk!!! Such a poor management of time Cheryl! Need to buck up on that aspect as well as work. Before anyone calls the stuff I do sloppy work.

And Take it back Tuesday is the name that the muttons called their show too on Tuesday (10 Nov) Hahah... so qiao..

After a totally tiring day at work attempting to archive 9 months worth of facilities request (which till now, I only did 1 month!!!!!!), Sheena and I went to PS for dinner at Thai express and started looking around for Christmas gift ideas! Most of the Christmas lightings are up already along orchard road and what a sight it is!!! Nice!! But somehow, it really don't feel like Christmas. The mood is totally lacking and not apparent in my life. I really wonder why. Hmmmm...

So anyways, bought alot of stuff! From Daiso and Spotlight! My main purpose in going to PS was actually to drop the lucky draw coupons to try to win a sewing machine. Cos I wanna learn home to sew and make beautiful dresses and clothes for the bear, Bb and myself! But nah.... didn't win. Bought stuff to make into Christmas gifts for colleagues though. But no pictures of it cos they are now all sitting with Bb, waiting to be cut up.

Then from Daiso, we bought beautiful santa hats and reindeer ears! hahahha

Maybe, just maybe when I start working on the Christmas presents then it will start to look like Christmas time. Let me start by doing up a present list this Saturday first for everyone. Then we shall see :)

-Sign Off @ 2:03 PM :)

This is it

Amazing show!!!!!!

Truly enjoyed myself watching the videos footage of his rehearsals. And we can really see that he was a perfectionist and all the effort, thought and energy he has put into his music and stage presence, just to give enjoyment to his audience.

Cool stuff.

Went to find Bb at coffee bean (where else really?) after a long, tiring and brain draining day and I found him playing on his laptop. Hmmm... so much for studying huh? hahahahaha... He then went into the kitchen and cooked pasta for the both of us - kids sized.

They tasted delicious lor! And was damn filling. So we will pretty much skip the beef horfun he was telling me that he had on Tuesday with his friend. Hahahahaha

After dinner, we bought tickets and caught the movie (just in time too!) Love the movie, love Michael, and I am so going to buy his albums! But being the cheapo, maybe just one album la... the greatest hit or something. hahaha

Bb the bigger cheapo wants to download the whole album AND movie. Please la!!!! Just buy the CDs la! Let him and his family earn the money!

And then we played at the arcade. Bb always like to play "hit the target" and always create commotion. Cos it's very loud when he WHAM on the thing. And his highest score so far? - 902 Everyone just stood behind and around him and just looked. Quite a sight. I was so paiseh standing in the circle as well that I slowly blended in with the human wall surrounding him.

Such an attention seeker!!!! :)

-Sign Off @ 1:46 PM :)

Tu Lan Thursday

What started out nice and ok turned into something that made me damn damn damn pissed off!!

Stayed over at Bb's place yesterday after catching the MJ's movie - this is it. Mum was staying over at Ee's place as well, so only sis was at home last night. Cos we went for the movie, we didn't managed to catch the Singapore Idol and a gleeful mum sms me at night to tell me that Duane is out. Awwwwwwwwwww....

Anyways, this morning, I got to sleep an extra hour cos Bb's house us that much closer to office than my place. And yeah, he drove me to work to, not before stopping at Tg Rhu for a spot of breakfast. Office was utterly quiet too as well cos boss is out for an external meeting. So the mood and everything was pretty much relaxed.

Then all that shiet from yesterday came back..

1) the photography request from that very ma fan company - bloody hell keep calling, keep asking for new time slots. u think i very free issit!!!!! KNS!!! asking a whole load of questions too! why can't u go to somewhere else to take photos huh??!?!

2) the save stuff from the laptop to cd shiet - apparently i have to really do it myself cos of some utter bullshiet about they cannot access files as it's confidential blah blah nonsense. Please, we are just asking u to move and archive them. not to open and read the contents of these files rite? so dumb

But, the winner of the dumbasses is.....................

3) getting a key from the security - this beats all stupid stuff man! we had wanted to go in to MJ's room to do the transfer to files 2). And also, sometimes boss would wan to go into MJ's room to pick some stuff up. and so we requested the key from security. It's like asking them for money. TMD. just give me that bloody key la! firstly the dumbos dun seem to know what I was asking for. =.= it's a stupid key idiot! Then after speaking to 3 different people *rolls eyes* they finally get the msg that I just wan to bloody get a key. Next, they wanted simi approval from the director to get the keys to her room. I was like "ARE U AN IDIOT?? SHE HAS RESIGNED ALREADY RITE!!!!" stupid asses. So they say simi they needed rhonda's approval to give me the keys. so i was wondering if she needs to fill up some form or write an email for this damn organisation. But no, they say verbal also can. So I called her and got her to speak to the security on it.

And then it was settled. NOT. though boss say ok give. and the guy wanted to pass me the keys. Apparently, there's still his manager to OY at him, then the 4 of them was in some ah neh language discussion, then they asked me again WHAT DO I NEED THE KEYS FOR.

These people are bleeding stupid that I was totally losing my patience. And here writing this piece of story is making my blood boil again. Fucking idiots.

So ultimately, they just simply refused to give me the keys lor! then asked me to go back first.... "we will call u" Fuck u la assholes! So I just gingerly complained to boss who in turn told the story to berv. Hahahahaa... U are in deep shiet security. Who ask u to try to make things difficult for us! Damn bitches!!!!

But still, the keys came to me afterall. The guy whom Rhonda spoke to came and delivered the keys to me just. He was the nicest of the bunch la.. then he was apologising for the red tapes and explained why. Cos it seems a while ago some director complained that people has been drawing keys from security to open his door as and when they like la and there have been complains.

Yah. Like it's my problem. REALLY. Anyways, he's the only nice one, so really thanks for the keys, whoever u are!

And to the rest, fuck off to mustafa la!

-Sign Off @ 1:27 PM :)

Whats up with that Wednesday
Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Totally KNS!!! Quite the very pissed with work people la!!

Especially with that rude boy.. Why am I seem to be doing everything little thing!!! I mean. Boss sent YOU something to ask YOU to print then YOU just bloody well do it la! So if your bloody laptop cannot connect to the colour printer, just get IT to come fix it and not try to push YOUR assigned work to someone else! FUCKER!!!!

Same for the other one! If you receive the email informing bout the new staff, and I did not get it, tell me who is supposed to do all that is being stated in the email?!?!

These people should not happily forward such mails to me to ask me to look at it, to do the things stated and to work on it!!!

TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD

-Sign Off @ 10:12 AM :)

The past weekend 8 -9 Nov
Monday, November 9, 2009

Geez.... I'm so backdated!

but hopefully today will be ok le... I'm trying I'm trying!!! And with Bb not around this weekend (with his millionaire's mind workshop), I think I will have loads of time for myself to do all that things that I say I would.

Anyways, the past week. Let's see. Met Amy, Sarah and Miao on 3 Nov for dinner to celebrate Sarah's bday. Was quite du lan with some people as they kinda made plans and decisions without consulting everyone. But well, since it's Sarah's birthday, din really wanted to blow up the matter.

For that Saturday of the week, Bb had to attend a SCSM talk (which made us unable to go for a ubin cycling trip that sheau lih had organised. But ultimately, too many people pulled out last minute and the while trip was cancelled) in the morning at RP. We had wanted for us to leave his place early on Friday night for him to be able to take the public transport to RP the next morning. But we were chatting and resting and oops..... it was too late. Hence on Saturday morning, Bb and a still sleepy me drove to Woodlands. He dropped me off at Woodlands to take a train back myself and get ready for the few hours until the end of his briefing to have lunch together at North Point.

And while waiting, I had decided to make more barley drink for us. :)
Lunch was at Delifrance, now they serve grills! We ordered some BBQ platter for 2, which sounds very much plentiful on the menu. It has chicken, steak, sausages, eggs, lamb, mash potato with bacon bites and free slow of soft drinks. But when it came, it was pretty much disappointing la.. the portions weren't that huge, but it was eventually, still filling (we ate pretty much all the bread provided as well!)
Our lunch at Delifrance, Yishun North Point
Bb looks amazed at all the food! :)
After lunch, we had to make a trip to Kiddy palace to buy some baby stuff for Xavier, as it's his first month party later on at 5pm at Sharon's place. So after looking through the stuff and exclaiming at how expensive baby's things are, we picked out a bottle full of rattlers and toys, together with a pair of baby cow mittens. Sweet..... :)
Next we went to some of the jewelry shops to check out rings... hehehehe it will be our 2nd year anniversary, come 27th Nov and yeahh, we are deciding to get a new pair of rings! :) Our first pair was bought as a Christmas present 2 years ago, when we first started going out together, and it was pretty significant as it showed that I was ready to well, have a serious relationship with him. hahahaha. Now, 2 years down the road, the rings dun fit anymore! Mine, size 9 is way too small for the forefinger and his, size 16 is too large.
We kinda saw this range at SK that is made out gold and white gold. According to the sales lady, they are comfort rings, meaning it's comfortable tow ear for long periods. However, Bb found the rings were kinda thick (which the lady says it normal). Then after tt when we left the place, Bb said that he was ok with thickness, but think that I might not like it... awwwwwwww.... :)
We are still looking around, when we have the time to, which might be a little hard cos Bb's
calendar is pretty much packed for the rest of the month already. See how it goes ba. :) And we have just decided last night (12/11/09) that we will cook dinner at home this year instead of going out to eat cos it will be that much more meaningful. and bb said he would cook cos he's the better chef *rolls eyes* but yeahhhh... I love his cooking! yums!! 15 days more! Can't wait!
Anyways, after our shopping, we went to find Baby Xavier, but no pictures cos he's still small and frail, and I didn't want to take pictures of him. And yeahh, he's always sleeping. Mum carried him though! When the rest of us didn't dared. And though she kept saying that she din wanted to look after a baby, she was all smiles when she was carrying him. hahaha :)

-Sign Off @ 5:03 PM :)

Thunderstorm Thursday
Thursday, November 5, 2009

It's raining damn heavily now, that's why I'm staying in for lunch. :)

And also because Sheena and I had the foresight to take breakfast today and therefore not hungry now too. But she still went ahead to Tg Rhu for lunch with the finance team. Which is good la, then I can get her to help da bao lunch back for both me and Boss.

Boss has been very stressed lately and it's pretty much apparent on her face. And perhaps of the stress, she has been pretty much relax to the rest of us, and everyone is pretty much ok. Busy, very busy yes. But ok. Hopefully her squash game later will make her a bit happier. She is after all, human and we should be mindful of her feelings even though sometimes she doesn't seem to appreciate it. But like I say, things are getting better, and we seem to like each other better as well. Which is a real good thing.

So yeah, I feel that life is pretty much good lately, especially with whatever that I have with Xiami. Somehow after that Monday evening when I met him thinking that it would be very hard to spend time with him from then on, things really took a turn for the better. Not only did he start picking up the phone and calling me a few times in a day (which at times is more often that what he used to call in a week), he was pretty much chippy and even came down to find me for dinner on Tuesday! :)

It makes me feel very contented and blessed being with him. Cos I truly feel loved and hence would be able to channel more love, support and encouragement to him in return. Which then contests what my friends believe, about needed to secure a house first before you make a decision to tie the knot, or that a diamond needs to be of a certain size before you can even consider him. Love and a relationship is fueled by affections and a constant understanding and "giving in to" each other. And at this point in time, I feel that both of us had more of less reached this stage. Which is a huge leap from the turbulence we were experiencing a few weeks before. He really matured and grew quite a bit ever since he came out to work, albeit the short stint at the tradepac company.

While he's still looking out for his passion and direction in life, I promise to stand by him and support his decision and offer help in any way possible. :)

And in the meanwhile, I will start to find stuff that will seem more meaningful to me as well. As much as I like the working environment where I am at now, I feel that it will and does not contribute much to my personal growth. So in this aspect, I feel that I do not know what I am doing with my life and my time. We are only young once (that's why I'm asking xiami to go out and follow his passion to do whatever he likes first) and if I don't get to live my life the way I want it, to go all out and love someone passionately, to just party and drink and party and drink like there's no tomorrow, man, I don't know when will I ever get the chance to do it again.

Probably the most important thing is to just be happy and never let yourself down. :)

-Sign Off @ 12:56 PM :)

Terrific Tuesday
Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Haha.. The bitch is on mc today. Yipeee!!~ Poor bimbo, totally clueless to the fact that she is so unpopular here.

Anyways, when I told stormy that she wasn't here, her reaction was: "YEAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! THAT'S THE BEST NEWS EVER TODAY!"

And I so can relate to her lor. Hahaha

Bb just called to tell me that he wanted to go into insurance line and he just called Miao to let her know. I was like huh? That's a bit quick isn't it? Anyways, I had said that I would support his decision in which ever career path he would like to explore in. Thing is, I wonder why he seem not to be considering a job in the engineering field where he has a diploma in. Weird..

Maybe I should help him to look for engineering jobs. But I suppose we also need to see if he still has the passion for the electricity stuff. Yesterday when he sent me home, sister bugged him to fix my fan for me. Which he did and nearly got himself killed. Scared the shiet out of me lor. He told me that he touched a live wire when the plug was back in the socket. (i had initially unplugged it to avoid such accidents, but he put it back in to test, and forgot to remove it again)

Bb said that the current went all the way up to his arm, and had this tingling feeling, and then the whole house blacked out cos the circuit breaker tripped. Thank God for the circuit breaker that I still have my Bb with me. If not I also wouldn't know what to do. Anyways, after that he put my fan back all together and took my girl girl wu gui home. (we traded for the week. hahaha)

He's such an amazing person, talented in so many ways. I mean hey! How many people out there can actually take apart a fan and fix it back again? That's also one of the reasons why I stop addressing him as stupid and /or useless. Cos, he's so awesome in so many different ways! And that's why I love you.

-Sign Off @ 10:58 AM :)