So much of emaotions, feelings, thoughts, but no where to hold.
The heart is empty, disappointed, and losing its last sheds of hope.
Guess this is more severe than PMS, probabally this is what they meant by mid life crisis.
Am starting to feel that there really nothing worth living for here. How do you get the thnigs that you want? What are you fighting for?
Chance upon his ROM photos last night while surfing and realised that he was really serious with her. From the photo albums, they were together for at most what? 1.5 to 2 years max. And was enough to make he realised that she was the one for him? To the extend of using all her photos to make up his msn background.
Guess that was enough to make the heart go into VF twice over. But as with all things, am sure I will be able to get over it soon.
It makes me feel sad to hear of people getting together. Him getting married, Junn having a child, Jem also soon to come. Happy for them yes, but it just makes me think on my life instead. When will I be able to find that special someone who is able to take care of me?